Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Think Whatever You May Want But I Know What I'm Doing

For people who haven't already heard somehow, I am quitting school. Yes, like it sounds crazy and stuff, but I know what I'm doing. Its been chewing on me for ages, never fitted into my school and what I was studying, and I can't force myself to drag my legs to school and force my mind to process information I don't want and have no interest whatsoever in. And most importantly, I have something else I need to do, not only because I love it, but I feel God leading me somewhere else and its time I let go and followed. Its no secret music is my passion, almost my life really, and its what I want to do, but I don't let that cloud my mind on things, cause I know whats important is what God wants me to do. And God told me a long time ago that I will do music, it is gonna be that when I grow older just that the time wasn't right then, I wasn't ready. But now, I know He is telling me its time, time to move on and do new things He wants me to, and have to drop what I'm already doing and move on. Its hard, really I've struggled with it since like a year ago, but then i knew it wasn't time yet, and now I know, he is saying go. I know many people will not like this at all, they'll all be telling me I shouldn't be so rash and rush into things, but I know what I must do and I will stand firm in it, God's word to go is all I need and I know He will bring new wonderful things I could never possibly have if I stayed. I just want everyone who is worrying about me, who has been praying for me to be at peace, God has a lot in stall for me and I'm so excited, and you all have nothing to worry about cause He is gonna take me all the way, and I know I have nothing to fear. If anything I feel joy, so much joy and peace I have never felt before, one that comes only from faithful obedience to God's call.

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