Thinking

Hm... at my favourite past time once again, thinking. Its like I'm always thinking about stuff, my heads always working and the gears are always moving, strange really, may be its to make up for when I listen to music, cause thats when my brain kinda switches off from most things except the music itself, ya know its like so weird, I think I'd find it weird without music. Like when I'm out alone and I'm walking around, I find it very disturbing without my music on, its like the world around me becomes super noisy and I'm like super sensitive to sound, but yet at the same time feel a kinda emptiness like its quiet amid all the loudness without my music. Its a really hard thing to explain, but yeah, thats how much i love music =P Which is why I buy so many CDs, I don't really consider it a waste, its more like an investment for me. Its like putting money for my musical education, like I learn something from every CD I buy, so like theres a thousand different ideas and tunes all just stored up in my head somewhere. But for now its like I'll study and do all my normal stuff, but next time, FOR SURE, I'm gonna go into music, and like all the stuff I've learn and all that about music will be real useful yeah. Yeah, music is a lot about me, its all about emotion and feel, and in a way thats what I'm like to, very emotional person. Like for music you have to bring across the emotions through the singing, the playing, if not it'll be so dead. And like people say emo music is so exaggerated and stuff, but it actually really isn't, its like really sincere expression of emotion through music, and thats a wonderful thing to me. Which is why I like british music so much, cause its all about the feel, creating the mood and feel that just moves ya know. They aren't always very technical or anything, but they sure know how to play with the feel and that to me is what real musicians should aim for, being able to create the feel and let the listeners feel the emotions, feel the music. And thats one thing I really thank God for, giving me the ability to feel the music, some people never get it, some people never understand it, but God was kind enough to give me this ability that has allowed me to really enjoy music, and want to share it with other people, cause whats a beautiful thing if you don't share it? What is so wonderful and amazing if you don't share it? And in way its the same for God's word isn't it, beautiful things have to be shared, so yeah, lotsa thoughts today, but don't want to give people headaches reading a really long posting haha, be back with more of my musings and thoughts tomorrow yups.