The Irony

What irony, the moment I think of closing down my blog I find I still need to use it so much. It hurts, to always feel so lonely, and it hurts when no one seems to be able to help me, but its true... No one in this world could stop me from feeling lonely, nothing will change the fact I'll never fit in. All I can do is pray, everyday just pray that God can fill the hole inside, that He can heal my soul. I don't want to go through all the pain again, it hurts and it doesn't just affect me I know it affects the few people around me... So yeah, I'm trying to keep in under control, and I'm trying not to depend on people too much, cause ultimately its what I have to resolve by myself. And honestly what people do I have to depend on? Don't wanna be a bother to anyone. Gosh I did see this coming, I remembered a few posts ago I felt something bad might be coming my way, and honestly I forgot about it, I didn't even think of it again until now. Oh gosh the tears are coming again, I think that's enough for now.





With faith like a child.