Empty.

Nothing much really. Got a bit of money yeah but *shrug* what is money really? Nothing really means anything to me anymore nowadays, yeah, given up on love and my emotions are dead, so don't have anything left for me on this earth. Which is good really, I'd be more than happy when God decides its time for me to go, so like I can just go and do anything with nothing to hold me back and happily wait for the day I die. Yeah I can't wait for that, than I'd be able to leave this sick twisted sad little earth which has only brought me pain and sadness. I may sound a bit bitter but *shrug* I really don't see anything on earth worth wanting to live longer for. For now I'll just do what I must, driven only by logic and purpose, emotions are troublesome, they just trip up thoughts, its so much better now that I'm able to control them, to feel only what I want myself to feel and cut off the rest. I don't know, I'm probably just talking rubbish, but it hasn't been a very happy Chinese New Year for me so pardon my ranting.




Everyone has slipped away.
Everything has slipped away.