Monday, September 12, 2005

Free At Last

I'm free at last, I can have the confidence to say God has set me free for good and nothings going to hold me back anymore. God has broken off all the chains that used to bind me and yeah, I feel so much better =) He's put in me a new peace, something really special that the world can never take away from me. I really thank God for 'making' me go for YMLC, really he wanted to do so much with me and yeah I'm just so blessed. And I'm gonna give back all he gave me, i'm surrendering everything, my life, my dreams, everything to Him and living to serve Him =) Quitting school was the first step, it was a huge leap of faith and honestly I can tell you I was rather worried about it, yeah it felt good to not need to go to school anymore and feel so tied down, but at the same time I was so worried about my future. But I know God wanted me to do other things, He has a great plan for me and I'm not gonna miss out on it, I'm gonna jump on and let Him carry me away. I'm so happy I did it, cause all the things I give up or have taken away have been returned many folds, now I'm not afraid anymore because I know my future is safe in Him, and yeah, even though I don't know where I'm heading exactly it doesn't matter, He's all that matters =) So for now all I can do is serve, and give my all, and what has always been in my heart is the youths, to see the youths in church close to God and seeking after him, and I want to work towards that by giving whatever I can. I have a vision that one day Godsrockers will be able to do wonders like Hillsongs and Planet Shakers, not just to sound good like them but to be able to bring the people in, draw them into worship unrestrained. Because all I live for is to please God, and I know it really pleases Him to see His people coming together as one to praise him. And its strange, but I realize how much God has changed me. Now I can feel a great love for the people in my heart, and I guess its no wonder, cause if you love someone you'll come to love the things that person loves too right? And yeah, I can feel God's love for the people, and I want to share in it too. So I will pray, pray everyday, and continue to serve, humbling myself and sumbiting to others, to aim to be a true servant of God.







'With faith like a child.'

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