Yesterday Was A Good Day =)

Wow yesterday had a lot of stuff on my mind, haha yeah, and it was a lot of good stuff =) Like when I heard all the stories from Alicia and Salene it was good! Really encouraged me because yeah, I'm just waiting to see what God wants me to do next and its not easy to not worry when I have no idea whats going to happen next. And its really encouraging seeing how things are happening for CAM, like yeah i'm excited for them too! Just wonderful to see things starting to pick up again for youth min and the different ministries.

Now on to the heavier stuff, like when I was going back home I was just thinking about stuff, and I kind thought like, how much time everyday do I spend thinking? And how much time everyday do I spend talking to God? Its like why don't I spend more time talking to God than thinking? Interesting there, I'm gonna try and use more of my time talking to God. And yeah, I realize I used to do that a lot, just hold small conversations with God all the time, but somehow I kinda lost it. So yeah! I'm gonna try and get that going again =)

Next up I thought about how blessed I really am. Like when I told the rest some of my stories yesterday yeah, I realized God really has given me a lot, sometimes when I don't even need it yeah. Like how I'll have aunties come up to give me money for no apparent reason, just because they felt God wanted them to. And sometimes like I know God is giving it to me cause I've given cheerfully and willingly, but sometimes I know I really haven't given what I should and I feel a little terrible but God still gives me extra, and yeah really feel very forunate. And then I think, with what little faith I have and the little I have done God has rewarded me with so much already, I really don't have to worry about anything do I? Its like I know God will always provide for me so yeah! Kinda makes me feel more free =)

And finally, I thought about coincidences and things that seem to happen right on time. It happens a lot for me, like I'll have people who'll say the right things, do the right things that really help me out. And yeah, I got me thinking about things, I think there really are no such things as coincidences. Like everything happens for a reason and yeah, theres always something God wants us to learn from every situation.

So yups, that was a lot of good thinking yesterday, I'm trying not to think so much today, trying to spend more time talking with God yeah =)