Hate Me Because I Hate Myself

And I'm sorry if I've made anyone upset really, I'm not in a right state of mind, hate me if you want, cause I hate myself. I don't want to hear another everything will be alright, I don't want unless words that don't change anything. I just want people to try and understand how I feel, but thats impossible isn't it? So its okay, just hate me, and that'll be enough, the few people who show the slightest hint of concern just forget about it, ignore me like everyone else does cause you honestly had enough of me haven't you? You probably don't want anymore of my crap and yeah, I know you just wanna stay away and wash your hands off this whole thing. Well go ahead, I don't care anymore, why should I care if people care about me cause thats just being selfish, and I wouldn't care about other people cause its none of my business. So there it is, I've given up on everything, because I hate everything, and most of all myself so hate me too.