Hm... Again

Hm... I think I should just stop thinking about it, this loneliness thing is really one heck of an irritating problem. Yup, and its no use trying to talk to people about it cause well:

1. There aren't many people who would want to listen to all my crap.
2. I don't want people to have to suffer all my crap.
3. I can't even stand my own crap and don't really wanna hear it all again.
4. Most importantly, it wouldn't make a difference, most people will just try and say a few nice things and yeah, thats it, or they just totally ignore it.

And sorry if stuff I say here offends anyone, honestly don't think anyone really reads this, if you still do I applaude your patience and tolerance because I can't even stand myself sometimes =P But it is true, talking to friends about stuff never solves anything for me, if they even are willing to listen in the first place. Anyways yeah, I said I'd put it aside so yups, not gonna think about it and just continue living quietly, does get nice every once in awhile. Hope I'm not turning into a mean lonely hermit lol =P