Hopeless

I guess what my mom always says about me is true, I'm hopeless, useless, good for nothing and I only know how to waste things yeah. Its true, and I honestly wish it wasn't like that, but I'm just such a failure nothing I do is really gonna change that. Just waiting for the day I die really, then my parents will be rid of me and everything will be fine, no one will really miss me cause I never really had many friends, only a couple of people who talk to me every once in awhile if they happen to see me online yeah. But bet it wouldn't make a difference if they don't see me online anymore, they probably wouldn't really notice. Oh well, its just as well, that way I'm ready to go anytime which is good isn't it? Really isn't anything left for me here, I'm never gonna get married, definately never gonna fall in love again and all that crap, had enough hell in this life I prefer not to have more things to hate about it, so that means no need to think of supporting a family next time too. Yeah, I'll just be living alone rotting away with no friends or social life to speak off, man I really hope I die young.