Sigh... The Problem That Is Relationships =l

Honestly, what is up with all this 'love' and mushy stuff? Haha *shrug* I honestly think its all just in the mind, think about someone a little too much, think someone is treating you a bit more special, its just all in your head the more you think about it the more you believe it. Maybe it's from my past expeiences, but honestly I find 'true love' quite a hard thing to believe, and gosh I'm staying clear of it cause it does seem to create more trouble than good. (no good in my case =P) I don't know, its like now I can unlike anyone I used to think or still think I like, cause well, its all in your head really, if you tell yourself you like someone you'll believe it, if you tell yourself you don't and just keep it in your head you wouldn't yeah. Amazing how powerful the mind is, I'm just fascinated by it. Like I realized I've managed to not think about relationship stuff for like gosh, I don't know how long. And I'm so happy now with God and my guitar, like yeah, all I do all day is talk to God and practise my guitar and its enough for me. Sure I feel lonely, but its what everyone goes through, and we have to accept that no matter how many people try to be there for you and stuff, ultimately you will feel moments of loneliness. So no point trying to find like the special someone who can always be there for you, eventually you'll still feel bits of loneliness cause well, its the hole only God can fill. For me, yeah I've accepted it, its no big deal really, find that focusing on God and music make me feel content, its more than enough really, I don't need all the troublesome affairs of the heart haha =P If its possible I would marry guitars, absolutely no questions about it, cause firstly they don't cause headaches, secondly they're a heck of a lot cheaper to maintain, and lastly they aren't mysterious and impossible to understand =x And oh, just got a new guitar amp and a capo, next up will be an effect box I'm so gonna rock all night =x Haha yeah my guitar is depriving me of sleep but its well worth it =P