Whatever Really

I'm tired. Really tired. Like when I go out I get giddy easily, I can't see clearly and yeah, I'm just tired. And also, I'm tired of tagging along, of following people, watching myself listening to people talk about things I don't understand and trying to laugh at it. Tired of watching clicks having fun and talking and laughing, doing things I know I'll never have. I'm glad I chose to walk away from it all today, to just 'drive away' instead of staying and letting the life in me slowly drain away. Its all good, I've accepted this is the way its meant to be, yeah, I'm suppose to be alone, never to fit in with anyone. And its cool, its just the way I am, I'm not gonna change myself for other people, and I'm not gonna beg, or ask people to try and talk to me. I just don't click with anyone and I wouldn't force the issue. So yeah, whatever, it doesn't really matter anymore.