Sunday Is Over =(

Haha yeah... sunday is over =( Didn't really get to do much also, but well, I just like sundays =P Yesterday was good too yeah, I really enjoyed the seminars and sermons these past weeks its amazing, like God's really teaching me new things everyday and week haha. Yeah, and I think it's also partly because of something I read, in the book Salene got me for christmas it was like saying a good thing to do before you read the bible is to pray that the Holy Spirit will give new understanding of the scriptures, cause well the bible was created by people who were guided by the Holy Spirit so it stands to reason to understand it you need the Holy Spirit too right? So yeah, I've been making an effort to pray a short prayer for the Holy Spirit to open my eyes, ears, mind and heart to teach me more than I could with my own wisdom. And I've also been making an effort to pray and commit the things I am about to do to God, like all the passion art stuff I don't want to like sit down and try to force ideas out but just pray to God for inspiration and WOW, its amazing I'm having a flood of creativity haha =P And Salene yeahhhhh, I so totally feel it too, the be still thing you were talking about, and I've been trying to do it and see! God really is just letting things flow for me =D So yeah! Don't you worry gal! ^_^ Haha like I just came up with an idea for photography yesterday, really out of nowhere I think God like just planted it in my head haha, then this morning like WOW, so many more ideas just came to mind to expand on it and yeah! I think its going to be really cool haha =D

But I really have to say I really have been blessed the past few weeks, received really good word and I feel like yeah, I've really grown a lot in just the short time haha. Theres no doubt about it, this year is gonna be a big year for CMC! =D Yeah, theres just so much going on in church now and I'm really glad I tried to be around for everything. I like for quite some time I've been feeling very strongly about the unity of the church. And especially respecting and obeying the authorities God put above us yeah. I did some thinking and something struck me, people who say they want to be rebellious because the leadership is bad, etc... are they just rebelling against man? Because ultimately the only person in charge is God, so yeah, if people want to rebel then who are they really rebelling against? Yes we can say we are not of this world and we must not follow the ways of this world but though we are here we belong to a different kingdom all together, so theres no need to rebel against anything. I think God has really given me a deepen lesson on obedience, its so important in this day and age where there are so many 'grey spots', and we sometimes assume doing certain things isn't being disobedient. But I feel there are very clear cut differences between the secular world and the kingdom of God we live in, and these are the things we MUST NOT compromise. Nor should we look at them as possibly part of both worlds, becuase this secular world is corrupt and evil, and nothing of it can possibly be part of God's holy kingdom. And haha, I must say this, God is really filling me up with SOOOO much passion haha, I think someday soon I'll find myself a totally different person, and I'll look back and see what a wonderful change God has done in me haha. Its like for passion art I want to do so much! And God keeps popping ideas in my head haha, but yeah, I don't want to go overboard and get too carried away, cause ultimately its all for God and I cannot claim any credit for it. God gave me my mind, God gave me creativity, God gave me inspiration to look beyond what I normally see and see so much more meaning. So yeah, I really am so excited and happy haha, and I'm gonna keep this going on! I will never let this world get me down, because I'm not part of it, and in God's kingdom, its celebration and praise all day long!




With faith like a child.