Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Sigh

Sigh... Feel real miserable cause I realize I don't have a social life, everythings so routine, and like I hardly talk to people really. Feeling more anti-social, more lonely, and generally more empty. Think I'll ask God to fill that up for me, still not quite used to having only God to be there for me but yeah, I'll get the hang of it, not easy for me to have very good friends cause its impossible to understand me sigh... Well hopefully things will look up after I'm done with this job, cause it really just makes me feel like a robot argh...

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Jesher, I chanced on your blog. U really echo my feelings of emptyness, but funny enough, thank u for sharing because now i feel less alone.

1:33 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

im sorry this has to anonymous as well jesh.. i feel the same way as you.. it seems impossible to have good real friends cos it's impossible to understand me. and that truly sux.. sometimes i think its fear of being understood that stands in the way of even venturing into a friendship.. in any case, you're not alone in these feelings..

11:47 AM  

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