Haha Silliness

Gosh God is amazing isn't He? Just a couple of days back I wanted to kill myself already, and now I'm like at the other extreme haha yay! Yups, I realize it doesn't really matter anymore, me being alone, I finally found who I am again. I was made to love !!! And thats the only thing that makes me happy, haha, so yeah, I've been hurt so much already and I'll continue to be hurt a thousand times more but I wouldn't let it hold me down forever, I'll just pick myself up and continue loving !!! Haha, yup yup, just can't believe how selfish I've been the past few weeks, always thinking about myself and how lonely I felt where there were people around me who needed me too. I promised myself that I'd be there for people no matter what and its one promise I intend to keep till the day I die. And silly me keeps falling for the wrong gals bleah. Over and over again and I just end up getting myself hurt, over and over again it just keeps happening but no matter !!! I'll still continue doing so, until I find the right one haha =x Yups, you can hurt me, abuse me, lie to me and cheat me but I'll just return it all with a smile and a thank you for helping me grow more from these things =) Its what God's love has done for me, its so complete, its what I want my love to be, my perfect model of how to love, so I'll just love and care for other people only wanting to see them happy, not asking for anything in return =) And yups, someday I'll find her and I'll love her to bits haha, and I don't care what you all say me and her are gonna be the happiest people on earth =P All the wonderful things I'll do for her, all you gals out there will be jealous =x










Love Lead Me On by The Afters

Someday I'm gonna go out to the country
I'll drive til the highway ends
Chasing after picture perfect sunsets
To take away my breath
I'm tired of living in the city
The world's got me tied on a string
Wanderlust has overcome me
Like Lewis and Clark I'll dream
There's a million different ways to go
Only God can know where I will call my home

Love lead me on
Where no one else has gone
Faith keep me strong
Love lead me on

The open road can be so lonely
I'm longing for someone to love
If I could share my new surroundings
Open the doors above
There's a million different ways to go
Only God can know where i will call my home

Love lead me on
Where no one else has gone
Faith keep me strong
Love lead me on
Faith keep me strong
Love lead me home