My Life

Haha, what a strange title for a posting isn't it? Well yeah, I've just been thinking what my life feels like. It's so weird and unreal, I almost feel like I'm forever in a dream haha. I haven't really felt down or anything for ages, and that feels weird. But I like it! It's good to not feel sad for a change haha. But you know, I think it's something you get when you really commit yourself to God, like maybe there are things I would have felt really miserable about in the past but don't mean so much to me anymore. It's like looking at everything differently, and finding that you know, everything here REALLY doesn't matter! It's what God has in stall for me that really matters, and yeah, it's just so exciting watching things unfold slowly. I'm so happy I quit school, at first I was a bit unsure of it and really wondered if I did the right thing, but now I know FOR SURE, there's nothing I could do here other then serving God, honestly I could never get a normal job and be happy. I guess you can say I'm addicted to serving God, and it's the only thing that can keep me going. And it also means I'm addicted to God haha, and that's definately a good thing! But yeah, really I can't see myself doing anything else other then serving God, although doing exactly what I'm not too sure yet. I'm really hoping it's through music, but you know, I don't want it to be what I want, more like what God wants for me yeah. So I gotta keep praying about it, and just keep chasing after God, to know more about Him every day. And I think it will happen, like the great men of the Bible, God can do great things through me too! It's so encouraging when I read about the the great saints like Moses, David and so many others, how they kept chasing after God and had a close relationship with Him, so much so that they could be open with Him. They could talk with God and He would listen to what they had to say! And He blessed them, and blessed others through them, and yeah, really did so many amazing things through them. And that's what I'll aim for, to hunger and seek Him and pray that He'll use me! So yeah, gosh, thinking back about everything, it really was the right thing to do. I couldn't just continue studying for a meaningless certificate, I would never want to do anything related to it and honestly the past year WAS NOT wasted. I'm sure some people think I must have had a really good time bumming around and stuff, but honestly it was one of the toughest periods in my life and I REALLY REALLY grew alot from it all. I really am a changed man, although people don't really see it that much outside, but inside, I'm free without and sadness and pain anymore, I really have come to understand that God has set me free, and I am living for so much more then what this world has to offer. I have found a joy that lasts forever, the greatest of gifts God has given me =)




With faith like a child,
I pray for more, anticipating the great things You can do.

Excited!

Haha I really am excited about Easter! I really think it's amazing how God just FLOODS me with ideas all the time, it's so amazing the mind He gave me that can piece all this together, I'm just in awe of what He can do through me haha. And yeah, there's just so much ideas and stuff coming out for the Easter event, it's like GOSH, it's going to be wonderful! Probably one of the biggest productions CMC has ever done as of yet but a very very good work in progress haha. I mean it's such a talented team, and each with their own specialized skills and ideas they can contribute, really adds to an amazing mix that can really do something for God! =) I can't wait for it! Even though like by then I'd be in army already but that isn't all that important compared to this =P




With faith like a child.

IT Will Come For SURE!

Two years, that's the target I set and I'll be praying for it EVERYDAY. Two years maximum to the release of Godsrockers' new album, one that will turn the whole of Singapore upside down and start bringing back the old glory days of Jesus! Yeah, I'm really dreaming big haha, I want CMC to be like the Planetshakers or Hillsong of Singapore, to be a real becon of light in Asia and to start something really amazing. I feel like using a line to describe this but I'm not going to, cause it's what I hope will eventually be that album's title and I want to keep it under wraps haha =P But yeah, I'm gonna keep dreaming big, and just looking back and seeing how far Godsrockers has gone is encouragement and inspiration enough to press on and believe in bigger things. But yeah, I'm not gonna get carried away, I'm gonna always take time out to pray and ask God for more directions, for where He wants to take this ministry. But I know one things for certain, it isn't gonna just be a normal ministry that just settles for a little, but one that constantly hungers to do more for God! And this I hope will be the prayer for this ministry, to always chase after God, wanting more and more and just living to serve Him, and His people, not just those in our church but also our fellow christians and most importantly the non-believers out there yet to be saved.




With faith like a child,
I hold on to your promises with expectency.

The Air Is Sizzling With Anticipation!

I'm on a HIGH! Haha yeah man, I haven't slept since yesterday 11am but seriously don't feel like sleeping yet =P Feel like writing more songs! Its SO exciting! Like I feel a real buzz, its time for us to rise! And I keep hearing the Delirious? song Now Is The Time repeating in my head, YEAH! Now is the time for us to shine! Time to make a stand and rise up to God's call! I'm seriously going all out to write new songs for God, like I've been doing research and stuff, like studying the secular bands I listen to and trying to see the technical stuff I can bring over when I do songs. But yeah, I wanna go more in-depth, study the kind of chords they use and stuff, and also go more in-depth in the spiritual stuff, like praying about the songs more and asking God to give me more ideas to use. Beside also looking into the bible to find verses I can use in songs, so yeah! I really am very excited about it all haha, I really do want to see Godsrockers eventually release an album, and for CMC to grow and become an amazing church, to be a light to all of Singapore and Asia! I know I may sound crazy with my huge dreams, but I know anything is possible with God, and I know FOR SURE God has great plans for CMC. So yeah! Time to dream big dreams and work to achieving them, and to pray for, and expect all the crazy wonderful things God can do! And I've never felt so alive before in my life, I know this is what God put in this church, in this particular place with these particular people for, I know there's so much just waiting to happen! And I know on my own I can't do anything, and I don't just need my fellow friends and ministry, but the whole of the church and most importantly God to guide me and enable me to do greater things for Him.




With faith like a child.

Song Writing Fever

Haha yeah, I've got song writing fever, just keep getting new ideas and stuff I want to try out for songs. But of cause I know it's not because I'm good or anything, heck I don't think my songs are really very good, but you know, its just a lil bit here and there planted by God and yeah, if it sounds good I know its not cause of anything from me haha =P Can't wait for sunday! Yeah, I'm actually able to play and sing a bit, but still not very good at it haha, but yeah, I think may actually be good enough for this saturday. And it really is so exciting, I really hope it inspires the others to want to try new stuff like song writing. And I still have my dreams of a Godsrockers album haha, in time to come! You know it really is my dream to be like a full-time songwriter/musician/singer for God, and I feel like its what may be happening but yeah, still always have to pray for guidance to what I really should do. But isn't it so exciting? Theres so much hope for the future haha, yeah, gosh it really is wonderful to have given up all my cares to God, like you know, haven't felt down for a very long time =P Well that's all for now, sunday is gonna be great!




With faith like a child.

The Mark Of The Masking Tape =x

Haha man, had another weird accident today, but I wouldn't talk about it too much cause I don't want to embarass someone too much =x It should be alright though yeah, doesn't really hurt but you know, it's just weird =s Haha yeah, the past week has been quite good. Like been spending time on my song writing and stuff, and last night went for the Delirious? concert it was good yeah =D But I'm really excited about this saturday YAY! Like haha yeah, I'm really involved in a lot of the art pieces haha =P But what I'm most excited about are my songs yeah, so exciting! Like its the first time Godsrockers is gonna do their own songs (well it is actually my own songs but you know, I'm part of Godsrockers so its OUR song YEAH!) So yeah, and I really hope me doing this will inspire more of the others to try new stuff like song writing you know, and not just say its so hard and not do anything but give it a shot! And like everyday I just get more ideas for songs its so exciting haha. Seriously I think it might be possible for Godsrockers to release a new album by the end of the year! Haha yeah, my target for Godsrockers is to get an album out in 2 years time, and hopefully it wouldn't all just be songs by kevin and I haha. And the coming week's worship is just gonna be great! Really yeah, its going to be a great weekend =)




With faith like a child.

Quick Update!

OKAY! Quick update! Think I've got a decent song I'm willing to share already, just a matter of whether or not I want to use it for PassionART yeah. And yeah, things have been going well, feeling fine! Everything is slightly perfect haha, I guess it should be when you're really let God into your life you know, nothing seems to bother you anymore =P




With faith like a child.