Unreal

I will be flying off this Sunday, IT'S SO TOTALLY UNREAL. Like going to Shanghai wow, i honestly never really thought I'd go there given my lousy chinese and all haha. WELL I guess it's something new yeah, and I'll be going with friends, another new thing to me. I'm actually more worried about what clothes to bring hm... OH OH my dad got me a new drum stick bag and to new pairs of sticks! YEAH WOOHOO! I'm so totally easily contented, which is a good thing I guess? Having practices tonight, tomorrow and the day after, always fun when we start to go off track and jam, I MISS the jammings man. That's about all for now uh huh, still can't believe I'll be off soon man!



With faith like a child.

Bah

BAAAHHHH~ I'm ok already and yeah i'm weird! =x



With faith like a child.

The Pig

The Pig (Anorexia album) by Showbread

Whisper something to me so I can hear your voice
I'm pushing you away, my will be done, it is my choice
You sing to me in inky black with tendrils flailing wildly
Yet I remain in solid stone, no force on earth will move me

Why does it seem that all is slipping further from me?
I build and build and reaching up my arms can not reach anything
Give me something, anything
Why is it bleak and barren
Don't I deserve the world after building building building?
You dangle happiness before me yet keep it out of reach
My well is dry and still I try to fill it up I seek and seek and seek
Nothing lasts except the empty swallowing my soul
But I will rise above this world and I will fill my holes

My heart and soul belong to me, I am my own
My own my own

I am a fire
I eat the world and defecate the shell

Emo Withdrawal

Okay it's official, I'm having emo withdrawal, so STAY THE HELL AWAY. I'm tired of giving a damn about people, seriously whatever man don't wanna waste my time.

SMTC (Seasonal Music Taste Change)

Okkkaaayyyy so I'm finally gonna have an update. Been lazy sitting on my ass playing my guitar and bumming around all day. But since I have SOOO much free time, thought I'd just add a new post yups!

I kinda realize my blog is kinda hard on the eyes, like my font size might be a lil too small. Hm... gonna haveta take a look and see how to fix that later. And we all know what later means =P

Annnyyyways, back to the topic, YES I am having my SMTC. I think my jazz and british rock/indie/alternative season is ending, and I'm entering my emo/screamo/hardcore/post-hardcore/metal/whatever other noisy genre season. Which would have meant me going all emo in the past, but naaarrr not happening now haha. Guess it has to do with all the new stuff coming out, like Showbread and From First To Last, I so needa get a double pedal and start practising man.

On a sidenote, all my birthday celebration stuff was quite good, like just chilling and having good food most of the time haha. AND I got a HUGE cheese cake for my birthday! Well it came late but still YAY! I was thinking drats, I'm reaching the age I don't get cakes anymore uh so yeah was nice. And Shanghai is coming soon woohoo!



With faith like a child.

OFFICIALLY 22!

YUP i'm officially 22! MAANNN so weird, i don't really feel older, and i still look SO young tsk =/ Anyhows, i spent the last day at 21 with nice friends xD Ate dinner and watched Iron Man for the second time. Not like it's that great but you know, was there more for the company ANNDDD I did see the part at the ending WOOHOO that was cool! But yeah, lifes been pretty gd lately, made quite a few cool new friends. Real nice people and best of all they all live nearby! So yeah, sadly I don't really know what exactly I'm gonna do later on my actual day of my birthday haha. My CG isn't free so yeeaahhh, just gonna make things up as I go along haha. Well that's about all for now I think, still too happy about it being my birthday to really think, not much being processed at the moment haha.



With faith like a child.