And Just To Add =P

Haha and just to add I got a new guitar effects box earlier in the day =D Pity I don't have an adaptor or four AA batteries which I need to work the thing =( Oh well, gotta wait till tomorrow yups, I still can play my guitars with or without it =P And I'm so dying to watch Copse Bride gosh... (uh gosh no pun or anything intended whatsoever. In fact I didn't even notice till I read through again =P) just gotta get the people to go catch it with me, any takers? =P It sucks to be low on cash =( Highly unhealthy I'm not buying any new CDs of late tsk, I need my music education! And on a sidenote I've thought about all the talk bout blogs and such and its effects hm... interesting wouldn't you say? For me its just my diary (I'm too lazy to actually get one and write stuff on it) and yeah, I'm not out to get people's attention and cause a huge commotion or anything, guess to each his own huh.

Countdown: Two More Days!

Haha YAYYYYYY, not much longer till saturday wahahahaha, I'm just DYING for it =x And I'll be playing on sunday too gosh, overload! Wasn't suppose to play too but like no one left so tsk yups, duty calls =P After sunday I'm gonna take a break from drumming for awhile, too much for now gosh, been to church for practise every saturday and sunday since the beginning of the month =s Haha so yups, saturday I'll go all out and get myself deaf, sunday I'll try to keep it up then its break time! And time for me go over to doing vocals haha =P

Countdown: Three More Days!

Three more days to THE DAY, yes THAT DAY, WORSHIP NIGHT! Haha yeah, and I shall do a count down! Can't wait for saturday, then I can go deaf muwahahahaha. (I did momentarily go deaf during the last practise, no kidding =P) I'm wondering if I should wear ear plugs or something on saturday, cause its gonna really hurt my ears =s but then if I do that I wouldn't be able to hear the band properly! Hm... guess it means no ear plugs =P And I shall make it a point to paragraph my long postings, gosh it must be quite a tough time reading it =P

ARGH!

ARGH! I can't wait for saturday ARGH! Its just driving me nuts, I mean I could manage normal days but TSK, not this week, not just before worship night where I'll go all out and blow my eardrums out man... Its killing me! I wish I had stuff to do before saturday ARGHHHHHHHHHH... Its so boring! SIGHHHHHHH... Okay I better stop now, I shall continue whining in silence yeah =P

Things All Going Fine =)

Haven't updated for so long wow, haha well theres nothing much to update anyway =P Nothing much happening, except for preparation for worship night YAY! Things going quite well =) Yup yup other then that well... I'm about the same haha, so yeah, thats all for now, if anything else interesting happens I'll update =)

Free At Last

I'm free at last, I can have the confidence to say God has set me free for good and nothings going to hold me back anymore. God has broken off all the chains that used to bind me and yeah, I feel so much better =) He's put in me a new peace, something really special that the world can never take away from me. I really thank God for 'making' me go for YMLC, really he wanted to do so much with me and yeah I'm just so blessed. And I'm gonna give back all he gave me, i'm surrendering everything, my life, my dreams, everything to Him and living to serve Him =) Quitting school was the first step, it was a huge leap of faith and honestly I can tell you I was rather worried about it, yeah it felt good to not need to go to school anymore and feel so tied down, but at the same time I was so worried about my future. But I know God wanted me to do other things, He has a great plan for me and I'm not gonna miss out on it, I'm gonna jump on and let Him carry me away. I'm so happy I did it, cause all the things I give up or have taken away have been returned many folds, now I'm not afraid anymore because I know my future is safe in Him, and yeah, even though I don't know where I'm heading exactly it doesn't matter, He's all that matters =) So for now all I can do is serve, and give my all, and what has always been in my heart is the youths, to see the youths in church close to God and seeking after him, and I want to work towards that by giving whatever I can. I have a vision that one day Godsrockers will be able to do wonders like Hillsongs and Planet Shakers, not just to sound good like them but to be able to bring the people in, draw them into worship unrestrained. Because all I live for is to please God, and I know it really pleases Him to see His people coming together as one to praise him. And its strange, but I realize how much God has changed me. Now I can feel a great love for the people in my heart, and I guess its no wonder, cause if you love someone you'll come to love the things that person loves too right? And yeah, I can feel God's love for the people, and I want to share in it too. So I will pray, pray everyday, and continue to serve, humbling myself and sumbiting to others, to aim to be a true servant of God.







'With faith like a child.'

Back! =D

Wow, back from three days of constipations =x Haha, I don't know why whenever I go for camps and stuff I get constipated, which explains why I eat particularly little during them because well, if stuff doesn't come out I can't put in more right? =P Haha well I hafta say that it was great! Really really wonderful, feel changed haha =P Yup yup learned quite a lot (although I slept quite a bit also =x), and yeah, feel refreshed and so much better now, like I dare say I really am living only for God now =D I think I'm gonna do full-time lay minstry work next time yeah. Like nothing else matters to me anymore haha. I think I'll never be sad again, and I'll never feel alone again =) Relationship stuff and all that bleah, its all good yeah, but honestly God is more than enough for me =) I'm even considering staying single all my life fully concentrating on serving God yeah, I don't think I'll be missing much anyway =P Well I think I'll keep this short, my brain isn't working all that well now, like the people who went will know haha last night/this morning was fun and crazy =D

The Simple Life: Me, My Guitar and Music

Aw man I'm beginning to really like being alone lol, spend most of my days with my guitar and just listening to music and stuff. And life's so simple now, no more silly relationships, no more thinking about silly things yeah, it's nice =) I hope it can last forever, I honestly don't see a need for a gal to be in my life haha, my guitar is my wife already! *hugs guitar* =P Yeah, just chilling, trying to perfect a few songs, i can work on a song for hours until I get it completely right haha, guess I'm a perfectionist but it's gotta sound right =P And the short 'practise' for worship night yesterday wasn't to bad, I think the team might actually sound better than what I expected which is a very pleasant surprise =P What else is there lets see hm... I love singing! Haha yeah I've said it a thousand times but yeah, just gotta say it again I really do love it, may be as much as I love my guitar, which comes just in front of my drums. And over the next couple of days gonna be going to different music schools to see where I can go learn stuff =D yup yup thats about all for now simple peaceful life =)