Monday, June 12, 2006

Changing

You know what, I think I'm really changing. I'm really don't feel like I'm anything I used to be, I actually feel older, and I thought that wouldn't happen anytime soon. But I really do feel like gosh, I really am old now, and you know, I think I'm becoming a lil dull too. And a whole lot lonelier, like if I thought I felt lonely last time haha, that's nothing man, but strangely enough I have no problems with it now, I just accept it. Maybe I'm just too tired to be bothered, maybe I just don't care anymore, but yeah, it doesn't bug me anymore I don't really have many friends. I love staying home, I love all my music, and honestly that's more or less enough for me already. I haven't like talked to anyone and shared stuff for ages, and it seems fine to just keep it all inside me now. I'd probably not even talk to people if they ask me anymore, and yeah, that's a big if. So that's my life for you, don't really have much to say about it too, just yeah, getting by a day at a time. Here's good bye to the old me, if I'm forunate enough you may be able to come back again.



With faith like a child.