Haha, as expected yeah, here's my pre-enlistment post! =P Yup yup, I'll be going in tomorrow (later on today if you want to be exact =s) And gosh, all I can say is I have mixed feelings =P Like part of me is very nervous and stuff, like you know how you feel before going into a new school haha, the other part is so excited cause like its the next phase of my life and yeah! So much stuff gonna happen. But most importantly it's the chance to make more friends that I have been praying for, and not just christian friends but non-christian ones cause yeah! I really wanna let more people know bout Jesus =) And you know, it's like the time for me to think about my future and ask God what my next step should be yeah, exciting yet scary at the same time =P
But it's a human thing right, to be scared of the unknown. Well I'm not really that scared at the same time, haha such a contradiction, but you know, what I don't know God knows! And He'll be watching over me and keeping me safe all the time =) And I have gone through quite a lot in my life already, so yeah, I know God isn't going to be easy on me cause He really wants to build me up to be a strong man for Him, and I wouldn't go down I'll be a fighter and presevere for Him all the way =D It's one thing I've always prayed for, that God would make me stronger everyday, and yeah, I know I will be at the end of this.
And I guess the other thing bugging me was like I wouldn't be able to serve in church as much as I use too. And it's so weird you know, cause I kinda devoted everything to serving, like it's always been my first priority, and you know, I think now that will be limited. But haha, when I look at it again, who says I can't continue serving IN army! =P Yeah, I can like try and bring more people to God and you know, serve in any way I can in army =)
And finally, today was great! Haha yeah, isn't it amazing how like the pizza party was planned for today and Wei Jun's birthday happened to be around at the same time? Like just before I go in I get to meet up with all of them how cool is that! Like it's quite cool already that the pizza party was on this day, and like cause of Wei Jun's birthday the older guys were around, wah, like normally I wouldn't have them around before I go in =P So tonight was really nice, like everyone prayed for me awwwww... THANKS! Really meant a lot to me, like wah, I know so many people will be praying for me and stuff so nice to know =) Thank you everyone! I love you guys! Can't wait to see you all again when I come back, and while some parts of me may change and stuff, I'll always be me, the little child who runs after God, the silly boy innocent yet knowledgeable, forever Jesher just as nice, just the same always =) That's the part of me nothing will ever change, it's what makes me me, it's what God wants me to be, it's what sets me apart as who I am and the base that God builds on. So guys don't worry that I may get bad influence and stuff, I'm gonna stand firm and be that light in my army camp, it's what I've always believed in anyway, to let people see the Jesus in you and make them want to know about Jesus just by looking at you. I'll really miss everyone, especially everyone in Godsrockers and CAM (Now known as PassionArt!), you guys really mean a lot to me yeah, but well I'll be back! In two weeks yup! So I'll cya all soon! Don't worry I'll take care you guys take care too okay! And Easter people don't worry! I'll be praying for you guys I really can't wait to see the mini-musical =) So yups, thats good bye for know bye everyone!
With faith like a child,
I enter a new phase in my life.
Not knowing what the future holds,
But secure in the knowledge GOD KNOWS! =)
