Saturday, April 30, 2005

Thinking...

Gosh its been another roller coaster week, people who need to know know already yeah, so don't really have to put it here its just sigh... complications, and its so hard to believe things will turn out alright sometimes. Anyways I'll put that aside for now, been thinking about it too much, sigh... its not really something people will just chuck to one side and leave alone, yeah just praying and waiting for things to happen everyday. Anyways yeah, you guys keep praying for me okay? Thanks guys =)

And on a lighter side, got a couple more CDs, man I'm scary, I think I sort of have an addiction to buying CDs already, so REALLY gonna watch it from now on. People try not to get me anywhere near any CD shops okay? =P

Yups, guess I'm in one of my heavier moods today, just stuff I find so hard to put aside, but I still believe God will make it all alright, yups, just waiting and praying in faith for the miracles to happen, holding on to the promises God gave me =)

Sunday, April 24, 2005

I'm Crazy

Haha yeah, I'm crazy, my CD shopping spree is really crazy, I counted and I think I bought like 10 CDs in two weeks? Gosh I'm gonna watch it when I get my next pay, I'm gonna cut the amount of CDs I get by at least half yeah. And gonna get more t-shirts haha, yeah !!! Me in t-shirts !!! Thats like totally new =P But the only t-shirts I'll wear are band t-shirts, and they're all VERY expensive... But oh well, they're quite nice so yeah =P I gotta try and find more of the jazz CDs I wanna get, its getting really imbalanced all the emo I'm listening to gosh, needa find more brit rock to haha, gotta keep a balanced music diet =P And I got a really cool CD today, its like a combination of rock, hip-hop and soul, so like yeah, really great stuff. Its a band called 4th Avenue Jones, they have a violinist !!! So like wow, interesting haha, yeah, hm... thats bout all for now, not really thinking very much today =P

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Good Day !!!

Haha, had a good day today !!! Yay !!! Like for church the sermon was very good, and like I'm taking my first few steps to claiming my victories yeah !!! So I know things will go right =) And like had quite an okay lunch yup yup, was fun, and best of all, went on a CD shopping spree !!! =D Bought like 5 CDs !!! =D Haha, but only listened to 2 of them, will probably go through the other 3 tomorrow or later. The 2 I've listened to already are The Bravery and Head Automatica, and they're really good !!! They play disco/elctro-rock which was made famous by The Killers but only they do it better =D Yeah so had a great day, although I think I'm getting sicker argh... have a running nose now... >.< Oh well...

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Man...

Went for my doctor's appointment today, to check if my throat infection is okay already, argh... turns out I have some allergy to certain types of dust, so like it'll get stuck in my nose when I breathe and etc... will end up affecting my throat thats why my cough wouldn't go away argh... Got some medicine for it and one of them is really scary, my doctor said if I take it after nine at night I'll wake up feeling drowsy the next morning o_0 Haha so yups, but oh well, its for my own good so yeah. Other than that hm... guess my day was okay yups, watching anime now Shaman King =D

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Bout The Day

And oh oh, I'm SO happy !!! Like they finally got someone to come and fix/upgrade the machine I'm using at work, its like a hundred times better now !!! Don't hafta wait forever for the machine and get so little work done, now I can quickly catchup with all the backlogged work, and eventually be finishing my work faster than I'm getting it and be able to leave early from work =D And will probably be able get some saturdays off too, I was suppose to have like alternate saturdays free but like cause of the work they asked me worked on all of em, so YEAH, if all goes well I'll be a whole lot more free to practise all my music stuff YES !!! And have more time for shopping and all the other stuff, SO HAPPY now =P

CD Crazy

Haha, my CD shopping spree continues !!! =P Haha yeah, like yesterday was at the CD shop and I saw Hot Hot Heat's new album Elevator, and like I'm a big fan of em so yeah, grabbed the CD straight away. The CD's not bad, high energy mix of '60s mod rock, '70s prog, and '80s new wave/punk, but unforunately it doesn't quite measure up to their older album. Just sounds like they were playing it safe this time, when their last album, Make Up The Breakdown, was really amazing. In that album they took different genres and did songs with their take on that genre and it was really interesting. Nontheless this current album is still alright, hopefully they'll go back to their old more adventurous songs next time. And today was at the CD shop again (it was raining dogs and cats so I just walked around and well... ya noe =P) when I happen to glance at the jazz section Jason Miles. I read a review of one of his CDs and was looking for it and wow, turns out he has a new one, titled Miles To Miles (jazz fans will know the other Miles is obviously the legendary Miles Davis), and I snapped it out straight away. Really cool stuff, its funky, and really has a certain kind of city feel to it, just awesome jazz. Really glad bout this buy, was looking for a new jazz CD so yeah =D

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Sequence #3

Cool Hand Luke
Sequence #3

I never truly lived until I died with You
I never truly lived until I died with You

You came and changed my life
You came to save my life
You turned Your ear and You heard me (Psalm 116:1,2)
Why can’t I feel what I believe?

Veni sancte Spirtus
Veni sancte Spirtus?

You came and changed my life
You came and saved my life
What can I sing to give you my heart
To give up the things that tear us apart

Who am I that You died for me
Touched my lips and let me sing
Simple words for simple truth
I never lived till I died with
You

I almost forgot
You’re my one,
You’re my one good thing (Psalm 16:2)
You’re my reason,
My reason to sing

I never really lived until I died with You

*Come Holy Spirit



This song is just amazing... just looking at the lyrics, its a really powerful song, if anyone wants it just look me up yup yup =)

Music

Music, yeah, my favourite topic haha, sorry all you guys who have to go through this all the time, I'm just totally music obsessed. Anyway, for today theres just one thing on my mind, and that is how much I hate radio.

Radio in Singapore is pathetic, all the trash they play on the airwaves gosh... honestly its not music at all. Looking at the current trend in the taste of youths, its disgusting, what their listening to nowadays is just plain disgusting. Like that Akon song Lonely, WHAT ON EARTH DOES HE THINK HE'S DOING? He just butchered a perfectly nice classic oldie, I love the original but what he did is just musical murder, its unacceptable. All these rappers taking old songs, making it sound ridculous and using them as loops in their songs, their destroy the good old classics and its horrible. Sure if they want to do a remake of an old song its okay, but DEFINATELY not like that, doesn't do the song any justice if you just make it sound plain stupid. The rest of this hip-hop, r&b scene isn't much better either, all the cussing, and all the other immoral stuff, and its not like the music or the singing is any good either, seriously don't get what all the raving is about.

Next up is the slew of punk/rock wannabes. Whats up with those kids? Pop bands mascarading as "punk" acts, pop princesses trying to become "kick-ass rockers", seriously they should just stick to what they do instead of trying to get into the whole rock and punk thing. Strangely enough, Singaporeans are lapping up all these bottom class wannabes, the music taste of Singaporeans are just at a all time low now. And I wouldn't even mention anything about the Singapore Idol people, I'll be at it all night.

What I don't like is why radio is encouraging this bad taste to fester and grow, I guess it does get more listeners and up ratings, but I just see it as more poisoning. Introducing more of those lousy music and promoting all these pathetic excuses of musicians and singers is annoying, and they turn anything good I used to listen to into a nightmare. Like they play some good songs that I listened to months ago which is nice yeah, but than they overplay it and gosh... thats when it gets really sick. Can't they have like better guidelines for replaying songs? Cause overplaying just kills some songs really.

And just for your info, I don't listen to radio yeah, or at least I try not to, but my bro listens to it sometimes and its on in the office also so yeah, and what I'm hearing just turns me off.

Honestly I feel like setting up my own radio station next time, and play some nice different music. Singaporeans just don't get enough musical exposure, all they know is the 'in' stuff they hear on radio, but theres so much more to music that all that. I guess only the hardcore like me will really bother to explore, I go from genre to genre searching for the lesser known more experimental bands, theres no limits to what you can do with music and yeah, I want to go all out and just absorb everything. Currently I'm more into emo music, emo-rock, emo-punk, etc... and alternative, indie, music, the stuff you never hear on radio. And my new CDs, Copeland's In Motion and Cool Hand Luke's The Fires Of Life are totally awesome. Copeland's CD is highly emotional high energy melodic rock, basically just emo-rock and their good, have very good vocal blending and a nice melodic sound. As for the Cool Hand Luke album, its a really interesting Christian album, the songs are slow and have a lot of feel, and the good use of violins and harps with good vocals just makes you feel the songs. Other than that I still have my on going love affair with jazz music, but its just so hard when I can't find the stuff I want here, ARGH... like why is the selection of jazz albums in Singapore so limited? I'll have to wait till I'm older and have a credit card to start getting those great albums you just can't find in stores here... Hm... may be I'll set up a music CD shop next time that'd be interesting don't you think? ;)

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Hm...

Hm... haha, today was quite interesting I guess, was like a really stony day today, never been so stoned before, I guess the fact I'm still sick accounts for most of it =P Like had a really bad splitting headache in the morning gosh... wonder where that came from just suddenly happened, than had a bad tummy, and like had to stay on after work to do extra cause my boss was like, "You gotta do more cause you didn't come few days cause you were sick so have to catch up!" And I'm like argh... suffer in silience... =P So I stayed on for like an hour plus before I really had to go, was meeting Deb to go buy CDs !!! =P So like I go to HMV and *gasp* I see one of the CDs I really want !!! Not to mention its ridiculously expensive, but nonetheless the music fanatic in me got the better of me and yeah, no prizes guessing what happened =P Than like went a couple of other shops, but ARGH, I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND THE JAZZ CDS I WANT !!! Is like oh, Singapore just doesn't have much jazz besides all the normal popular stuff, great. Do I have to like get a credit card and order online to find my stuff? GOSH. Last stop was Trumpet Praise at Plaza Singapura, hm... like didn't really see any of the newer stuff I wanted oh well, guess it'll come eventually, I hope =P Yups, after that got home, want anime a bit, than took a much needed nap, gosh being sick is tiring =l Thats about all, TOMORROWS SUNDAY !!! YES, my absolute favourite day of the week, unforunately I can't even sing a note yet, it my voice just breaks up and cuts off before I can even finish it =l But I've got back my talking voice, thank goodness I was sounding really weird =P And I can't go out after church tomorrow >.< Have to go my Grandparent's place cause its my cousin's birthday yeah... Oh well, thats why I went out today =P Haha so yups, I'm off to do my stuff ^_^

Thursday, April 07, 2005

I'm Back!

Haha, hm... its been ages since I last left a posting, oh well, not anyone really reads the stuff here anyway, and its a good thing to cause this is just to put my thoughts in words and like see them and yeah, see them in a different angle so to speak. Well I'm back, and feeling alright now, yups, a lot better now, thanks all ya people who like were there for me, like jh and audrey and my cg pals thanks yeah !!! ^_^ Haha, yup yup, back to my cheery mood, yeah, but I'm sick now which is such a bummer. Like I have a really bad throat infection... I even had to take a jab near my butt, and like somehow it made the area around it kinda numb or something, so like couldn't walk properly >.< And like i have tons of medicine gosh, all this for a sore throat o_0 No fried food, chocolates, ice cream, sweet or salty stuff ARGHHHH... Its toture... >.< but oh well, when I get well its time for a snacking spree !!! =D Didn't tell my boss I'm wasn't going to work today, hope she isn't to angry tomorrow =x And hm... lifes been good I think, besides the getting sick part like now I have my PSP and a lotta games to keep me company when I'm bored, and like still have a lil money left over after the spending spree, gonna save it up yup yup. Yeah things are looking up, gonna practice my guitar everyday !!! Haven't been practising much since I started working... like my fingers are all soft again =l Yup yup, guess thats enough for now, think I'll be putting up posts more often from now on, haha stay tuned for more adventures of my boring life !!! =P