SHANGHAI!

Okay soooo I've FINALLY gonna do a post on my Shanghai trip, I SOOOO MISS IT ALREADY! =( But not just because stuff is cheap and interesting there, more for the awesome people I went with. Was really great to get to know some of them more, me usually being rather quiet and taking time to warm up to people. I'm gonna miss Shanghai and the parties in my room almost every night siiigghhhh...

I did kinda get a souvenir from there thought, BAD TUMMYACHE. I think it's from all the uber oily unhealthy food, I couldn't take a crap for the whole week, so when I came back BOOM! Still feeling it gooosshhh, the price to pay for nice oily food. Shopping wasn't too bad! Although I only had one day of proper shopping, I didn't quite get as much as I would have wanted but yyeeaahhh, still happy with it! And oh oh I've played the WORST drumset I've EVER seen IN MY LIFE. Like super crappy off tune cheena sounding drumset with no ride cymbal. Was kinda upset about it, but somehow made do with it yeah!

It was loads of fun, maannn I'm feeling down now that I'm back. This trip is like my last all out fun thingum to do before I get down to the grind. Gonna haveta start on my plans to study music already, and YEAH it's gonna be a helluva tough time. Hopefully I don't end up on the streets or something uh =s



With faith like a child.

Unreal

I will be flying off this Sunday, IT'S SO TOTALLY UNREAL. Like going to Shanghai wow, i honestly never really thought I'd go there given my lousy chinese and all haha. WELL I guess it's something new yeah, and I'll be going with friends, another new thing to me. I'm actually more worried about what clothes to bring hm... OH OH my dad got me a new drum stick bag and to new pairs of sticks! YEAH WOOHOO! I'm so totally easily contented, which is a good thing I guess? Having practices tonight, tomorrow and the day after, always fun when we start to go off track and jam, I MISS the jammings man. That's about all for now uh huh, still can't believe I'll be off soon man!



With faith like a child.

Bah

BAAAHHHH~ I'm ok already and yeah i'm weird! =x



With faith like a child.

The Pig

The Pig (Anorexia album) by Showbread

Whisper something to me so I can hear your voice
I'm pushing you away, my will be done, it is my choice
You sing to me in inky black with tendrils flailing wildly
Yet I remain in solid stone, no force on earth will move me

Why does it seem that all is slipping further from me?
I build and build and reaching up my arms can not reach anything
Give me something, anything
Why is it bleak and barren
Don't I deserve the world after building building building?
You dangle happiness before me yet keep it out of reach
My well is dry and still I try to fill it up I seek and seek and seek
Nothing lasts except the empty swallowing my soul
But I will rise above this world and I will fill my holes

My heart and soul belong to me, I am my own
My own my own

I am a fire
I eat the world and defecate the shell

Emo Withdrawal

Okay it's official, I'm having emo withdrawal, so STAY THE HELL AWAY. I'm tired of giving a damn about people, seriously whatever man don't wanna waste my time.